Hello, this is Precious, a 59 year old woman from Atlanta, Georgia, now living in Mississippi. I have to grown children, 2 girls and 5 grandchildren. I wasnt a good mother and my children cant forgive me for what I have done in the past, so they prefer not to be in contact with me, which I cannot blame them. I dont know if it matter to them,but Im not the same person as they remember me and I wish they could see that. I receive the Lord and am now living a Christian life with my husband of 6 years. Ive been married several times, but all I wanted is to be loved and I thought I had to get married to receive that, plus I was trying to find a father for my children. I pray, they can forgive the past, as their children will forgive their past as we always raise our children in the same way, as I raised mine like my mother raise me. The pattern is broken, I miss them terribly. But I have to let them go, let them spread their wings and find themselves and see their mistakes werent as different as my mistakes. I cant ever make up for the past only try to make the future better if they would only allow me. I have 4stepchildren and we are close I love them very much and I have 7 stepgrandchildren and I love them also.
Lord please let my children give me a chance, they would be proud if they could only see me now and see what you have done for me in my life God Bless Precious